Wednesday, August 10, 2011

My Trist with Life

Some people like me go on searching for success in anything they do or aspire to do. However whether they get success or not they remain so much imbibed in the concept of earning it that they for go everything else. For example I play chess and when I saw that I cannot achieve much in it within a short span of time I shifted to creative writing. What do you call it,irrational behaviour? indiscipline or lack of dedication? I do not know but I must say that at times myself too tired as I feel that as if I am fighting against an enemy that do not exist. Quite astonishing and puzzling, may be but I must say that still I am happy with myself as I know deep down inside my heart that I am not harming anybody nor showing any signs of arrogance as I am after all just like any other Tom, Dick and Harry like myself.I make mistakes ,so what everybody does. I get angry so does my mother and my sister's dog . At times I feel like tearing the world apart . That too infact is not very astonishing as long as I find my heart going in the right direction. After all I am no God nor a demon . I am like myself whether there is any Irene or not. And lastly thanks to you all for reading so much nonsense. Bye and hope you all doing well.